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We Cannot Fast Forward Holy Tears 

We can't fast forward - Psalm 42:1-11, Luke:19:41-44

Methodist Central Hall – 10th July 2005

Specials We can’t fast forward A1

LESSONS: Psalm 42:1-11, Luke 19:41-44

I often catch the 6.40am Central Line tube train to get to work.

However, as I’d been in Edinburgh for the Radio Festival, I decided to catch a later one on Thursday 7th July 2005.

It was a normal day: In a crowded carriage people were reading newspapers, listening to IPODS, sleeping,
putting on their make up (the women that is) etc.

At Mile End, I usually change and get on the District Line to St. James’ Park.
  BUT, that morning,
the first to arrive was a Hammersmith and City line train, so I thought I’d get on and change at Aldgate East.


The train never left the platform.

We were told to get off – apparently a power surge just a few minutes down the line.

The reality was that at 9 mins to 9 on 7th of the 7th, the first of a series of devastating bombs had exploded
causing the death of innocent people simply making their way to work.

Those on my train didn’t know what had happened.

There was a sense of disruption (not unfamiliar) – people moaning, as they like to do, at ‘yet another failure’
on the underground.

The complaints got worse as each time we tried a different line and had to get off each as trains were gradually
being terminated and the lines suspended.

Everyone was heading for buses – not knowing what had a happened on a bus in Woburn Square.

Gradually the sound of sirens filled the streets and it was evident that something seriously awful had happened
– more than a ‘power surge’!


As the story began to unfold, many people reacted by phoning their loved ones.

Frances rang me to see if I was okay, and told me what had been reported on the news.

The mobile phones then went dead, as the plug was pulled on most networks so that the emergency services
could operate effectively.

On the whole people were calm, just not knowing what to say or do.

Due to the ongoing ferocious activity of those hell-bent on using terror to further their cause,
the inevitability of an attack on London had dawned.

As the full extent of the gruesome story is still being established, everyone is left feeling sick, numb, and empty.

So, today is a day for reflection, prayer and turning to God.

As we do, I have in my mind's eye, that powerful picture of Jesus crying over the city of Jerusalem in our Gospel lesson.

He had just entered the Holy City on a colt and people had praised him.


This was just before he went to turn over the tables of the money changers in the Temple.


We read:
“As he approached Jerusalem and saw the city, (Jesus) wept over it …”

Sisters and brother, picture Jesus weeping over this city of London:
“If you, even you, had only known on this day what would bring you peace …”


Whilst the world’s most powerful leaders were meeting for the G8 summit, and many were seeking justice for the world and to broker deals to improve the environment; as people were full of hopes following Live8; as Britain was celebrating the IOC’s decision that the 2012 Olympics would be in Britain, ordinary people are slaughtered and our nation is numbed – despite the wail of sirens there is a fearful silence that falls.

In all this, I believe Jesus weeps with us!

And our children are watching, and they see we are disturbed from our eyes - even when we say it’ll be okay.

It dawns on me, that this kind of horror is a daily reality in for the young and old in Iraq.

Moreover, I can’t help but think of the scale of unnecessary and senseless deaths in other parts of the world
– regions of Africa, just an example.

And Jesus weeps as he watches over the cities of this world:

“If… you, had only known on this day what would bring you peace …”  
(Long Pause)

It was 1999, nearly Jonathan’s sixth birthday, so as you can imagine, there was a lot of excitement in the Miles household. 

To top it all, football crazy Jonathan was elated when he heard the headlines at the time:
 
England had beaten Poland at Wembley!

His eyes were glued to the TV during the early evening news, and he was eagerly awaiting the live sports report – hoping to catch some highlights from the match.

The trouble was that at that time, the war in Kosovo was understandably dominating the broadcast.


After a while, Jonathan wearily said to his mum:
‘Can’t you ‘fast forward’ this bit onto the football?’

He didn’t want to hear any more bad news about fighting and refugees;

he was impatient and naturally wanted to focus on the good news: the triumph at Wembley!


At his age, who could blame him?


Obviously a little boy wasn’t going to understand fully the seriousness of a war situation and why the England match was less highly rated by the TV programmers.


Now, if this story had happened last week, perhaps a 6 year old Jonathan would’ve wanted to ‘fast forward’ over all the horror of the past few days, to get on with the celebrations concerning the Olympics - to more normal and appealing programming.


We smile at his words.
 Yet, though we may not admit it, WE can be tempted to want to ‘fast forward’  when confronted with the reality of terror and devastation here on our doorstep.

It’s too frightening and unbelievable to cope with – naturally we prefer joy and victory, to tears and loss.


In a sense, the same may have been true of the events that were soon to follow Jesus’ tears as he looked over Jerusalem – the painful story of Jesus’ road to the cross.

If only Jesus could have fast-forwarded to his victory of love.
  (Pause)

Many find Holy Week difficult.

They want to ‘fast forward’  to the Easter Day celebrations, without first dwelling on the events that led up to
the eventual triumph of Jesus’ resurrection.


Just as Jonathan needed to learn that life isn’t always easy, or full of excitement, so I believe Christians we need to consider the whole Easter story, including the more difficult and disturbing parts.

Jesus’ passion and death was necessary, and it’s important that we face it.

The glory of Easter Day can only be fully appreciated, IF we first understand Jesus’ suffering love: His sacrifice for a broken and sinful world.

Jesus didn’t ‘fast forward’ over the pain of his cruel death.

Rather he demonstrated the extent of his love.

It’s because of this we can know he’s present with us through the tough times.

He understands and holds out the hope that ultimately we can share his victory and be part of his winning team of love!

So, I believe we have to feel the pain today and remember the way of Jesus.

Our hearts must never become hardened and heartless in the face of such suffering and cruelty.

We can only begin to imagine the pain of those directly affected, but it is right that we sympathise and weep with them in their sorrow.

What’s more, we must lovingly support them in our prayers.

We must pray that we hold on what Archbishop Rowan Williams calls ‘the redeeming power of goodness’
that we see in our Saviour, Jesus.

Why?


So that, when it comes to God’s ultimate judgement, those who put their faith in Jesus will finally triumph
in the battle between the powers of light and darkness.

Through our tears, Christians must live in love and hold on to the hope of heaven – where, for the faithful, all the injustices of this world will be put right.   (pause)

This event must change us all and our society!

Life can be hard to understand.

We long for answers to the problem of suffering in the world, because it constitutes the single
greatest challenge to the Christian faith.

But it's dangerous, even foolish, to pretend that we have a complete answer as to why God allows suffering.

It seems to me that one of the clues into the mystery of suffering in the world has to do with free will.

In order for the world to operate the way it does, God has taken the risk of allowing free will.

Pictured in the story of Adam and Eve and what we call “the fall” in Genesis.

Perhaps, the price of allowing ‘’freedom’’ is the risk of suffering in the world.

If this is true, I’m sure it pains God every time His risk of freedom has negative consequences - in a mysterious way God shares in the sufferings of the world.           (Pause)

I'd like to read something from Helen Waddell's novel, where Peter Abelard struggles with this belief.

He was walking in the woods and came across a rabbit.

It was shrieking in pain in a poacher's trap.

As his friend watches, Abelard releases it and holds it in his arms.


"It lay for a moment breathing quickly, then in some blind recognition of the kindness that had met it at the last, the small head thrust and nestled against his arm, and it died.  It was the last confiding thrust that broke Abelard's heart.  "Thibault," he said, "do you think there is a God at all?  Whatever has come to me, I earned it.  But what did this one do?"  Thibault nodded.  "I know," he said.  "Only - I think God is in it too,"  "In it?  Do you mean that it makes him suffer, the way it does us?"  Again Thibault nodded.

"Then why doesn't he stop it?"  "I don't know," said Thibault.  "Unless it's like the Prodigal Son.  I suppose the father could have kept him at home against his will.  But what would have been the use?  All this", he stroked the limp body, "is because of us.  But all the time God suffers.  More than we do."  Abelard looked at him, perplexed.  "Thibault, do you mean Calvary?"  Thibault shook his head.  "That was only a piece of it - the piece we saw - in time.  Like that."  He pointed to a fallen tree beside them, sawn through the middle.  "That dark ring there, it goes up and down the whole length of the tree.  But you only see it where it is cut across.  That is what Christ's life was; the bit of God that we saw.  And we think God is like that because Christ was like that, kind, and forgiving sins and healing people.  We think that God is like that forever, because it happened once, with Christ.  But not the pain.  Not the agony at the last.  We think that stopped."  "Then, Thibault," Abelard said slowly, "you think that all this," he looked down at the quiet body in his arms, "all the pain of the world, was Christ's cross?"

"God's cross", said Thibault.  "And it goes on."
   (Long Pause)

In John 14v9 Jesus said: "Anyone who has seen me has seen the Father".

His whole life was revealing God's love and mysterious ways – we mustn’t reach for the ‘fast forward’ button!

To know what God is like, we must look at Jesus and understand that Salvation comes through a suffering Saviour.

The book of Colossians says:  "(Christ) is the image of the invisible God ... For God was pleased to have all his fullness dwell in him and through him to reconcile to himself to himself all things..."

                                                                                                                                                               
(Colossians 1:15,19 - NIV)

Jesus acts as God acts; He loves as God loves; He grieves as God grieves; He suffers as God suffers;
AND the cross reveals divine suffering love!

Then, through the glory of the resurrection, it can offer people hope and purpose today in London – if in their time of need, they turn to their God of love and trust in Jesus.

In the joys and pains of ordinary life, we are very close to the cross.

Yet, to endure hardship and remain close to God requires all the grace that Christ can give.

We need grace in the midst of it all, to hear and respond to Jesus' words to us: 
"If anyone would come after me, he must deny himself and take up his cross and follow me."
  (Pause)

So, suffering is a mystery.

But true disciples of Jesus are called to remain obedient to Jesus, and follow his way.

That those around us might know that God loves them despite the evils of this world.

This path is not an easy one and it will mean sacrifice – the “redeeming power of Goodness”.


Not ‘good deeds’ alone, but faith in Christ Jesus that bears the fruit of goodness.

Out of the dreadful events of Thursday there are wonderful stories of acts of love and kindness to give us hope.


For example: we heard of Taxi drivers not charging stranded people, but giving them a lift Free Of Charge
out of the danger zones (Now there’s a miracle!)


But there were many other such stories of goodness in the face of evil.
 (Pause)

Well, what a week it was last week!


Today, if we put our trust in Christ, turn away from our sin, and share in the suffering of the world,
we shall also share in the victory of Christ's love.


No terrorist will achieve their objectives through bombs or violence.


So hold on to the vision of Live8; hold on to those in the G8 who are working for justice and the
preservation of our environment; hold on the hopes of the Olympics;
BUT most of all, hold on the vision of God’s kingdom!

For after the cross came resurrection, and through the resurrection there is hope for us now,
and the promise of justice and new life beyond the grave!


As we leave worship this morning, none of us knows what will happen in the days ahead.


Things will not necessarily ‘get better’, I’m afraid!

The Bible warns us that until Christ comes again, there will be an on-going battle between good and evil. 
BUT, ultimately, Christians are on the winning side.

Therefore, let us not live in fear, because God’s word says “Perfect love casts out ALL fear”. 

But let’s hold onto that well known saying, “we don’t know what the future holds, but we know who holds the future”. 
 Amen.

Copyright July 2005 Rev. Anthony D. Miles

 

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